If you’re here, it’s because you’re probably like me, or you’re just searching off in no man’s land. Well, I’m nobody, and this is my fucking blog. I write about how I feel, what I think, and whatever I want. Do not judge me, but I don’t give a flying fuck what you or anyone else thinks of me. No one and it means NO ONE can hurt me more than I break my damn self. Yep, I said it, Myself!

Well, if you think WOW, they are a jerk. Let me tell you, I know, I am, and don’t deny it! I use the word Fuck a lot; I use lots of swear words; I swear like a sailor if that’s an accurate statement. I don’t know.

I’m a young, but older woman, who is not married, but is. Please don’t approach me as you know me, because you don’t.  You never know what you’ll get when you speak to me because I don’t even know what you’ll get. I’m a quick draw and will tell it like it is even if you don’t like it.  A lot of people do not like me because of that, and well, I don’t give a fuck! You’ll see me use that phrase “I don’t give a fuck” as “IDGAF.”  I’m telling you this, so you know what that means if you do not know. Suppose you do, good for you!

Anyway, life is meaningless, and most of the time, I wonder why the fuck I’m even here? I don’t know and never will, but I can’t help but wonder.  Oh, ya, I’m someone’s sick joke or mistake, I should have been swallowed. So I never had to be in this existence, but sure, I’d end up being someone else.

I hope in a previous or future lifetime, I’m happy. Because, in this lifetime, I have NO fucking idea what being happy is. I’m miserable every day; sure, I put on a smile and fake it sometimes. I do this only to appease the imbeciles.